The “facts”

Hey Fam, my name is Ja’Taya but LoyalSis is fine. I honestly don’t even know where to start. Should I start by asking do you know what the hell is going on in this world or start by asking do “eye” understand how important the power it is TO KNOW what the fuck is happening TODAY. I question myself on so many theories, “facts” and what to believe that I planted the seed of discovery and to defined my own true facts. To discovery what life truly is and exactly what does that mean for myself. I have open the window of no return ready to explore the world, evolve and discovery one’s true self. The most challenging part of all this is, is that I’ve been pumped with so much fear and hate on Who and What eye truly am that I put my own self on this dreading roller coaster ride. The more and more I dive deeper into myself, deeper into realness, the more unrealistic this material World seems to be. Fear may be fear but fear has no control over me.

I was born to believe that Black people were only ever slaves. That we as a community fought for freedom and human rights, experienced high amounts of constant suffering and pain, externally and internally. That the darker your gums the more less of a human you were, for me, the more uglier my existence had to be. And OH! our Lord and savior Jesus Christ. Now before I get more deeper into this let me say I have a respect for the Lord Christ. I respect all what the Bible says he’s done but seriously family, I don’t believe this oddly handsome blue eye, gold stringy long hair super light skin man is the Blacks peoples “savior”.

What we need savior from is ourselves. Think about it, whether we are the ones causing or experiencing pain, a form of that energy is being circulated and born. And whether we like it or not that energy grows more powerful overtime if ignored. There’s no telling if it has exhausted or just got passed down to your children’s, children. If your looking for a savior as if “poof” they can make all your problems and pain disappear then you need to look deeper inside yourself. You are your only True savior, when you are ready to open the mind and heart and discover that there is more to Being, there is MORE TO YOU MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS! That you are more than just a body and the energy around you is more than just a feeling, that’s when your spirit will start to awaken. When you recognize you a boss, and you don’t ignore the signs anymore. Your giving that God in you his/her/it’s respect, love and recognition, I can’t stress SELF LOVE enough!!!

The point I’m trying to get at ...lmao is definitely a lot of different things. This roller coaster I’m on is fun, it’s full of mystery, discovery and truth. There’s been times when I gone so high that I never wanted to come back down. But I knew I couldn’t stay there forever and eventually the universe would have to bring me back down. To a higher level that only “eye” could handle 💯 I call these levels frequencies. There are lessons and always opportunities for growth. As I discover Spirit, Life, Ancestors & Energies, the universe also gives me (us) Nature, Health, Abundance, Discovery, LOVE, Travel, New Friendship & Bonds of Loyalty. Stay With Me On This My Loyal Fam, More Life, More Blessings, More Love until next time -Namaste LoyalSis 🌹♥️

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others”. -Timo Cruz, Coach Carter